Trust is math. Faith is a choice. One is determined; the other is an action. Trust is not a choice. Likewise, faith is not math.
Proof: Choose to trust a random person on the street to pilot your family on a 737 airliner. You can’t. Because trust is not a choice. Choosing to allow the almost-certainly-not-a-pilot person to fly your family would be an act of faith as you would not have any evidence that the person you chose was actually a pilot capable of flying such a complicated aircraft.
Exercise: Imagine your favorite food. Choose to not like it. And then try to trust yourself that you no longer like your favorite food. You have five minutes to accomplish this task.
I doubt anyone could train their own bodies to reject the taste of their current favorite food in only five minutes, but I suppose that’s possible. The point here is that one would have to change not only what one thinks but also one would have to change the body’s physical response to the flavor and substance of the food. In the meantime, it would be impossible to decide and truly believe that one’s own favorite food is no longer enjoyed.
Our context and culture also determine what we like or don’t like. These are determinants of trust, and once set, if queried, the answer cannot be changed after the fact. This is why the loss of trust is so destructive, because once one’s trust is destroyed in something, it’s impossible for the person to choose otherwise. They literally do not have a choice.
The night that I read the “Dark Alliance” series, I was so alarmed, that I literally sat straight up in bed, poring over every word. I reflected on the many meetings I attended throughout South Central Los Angeles during the 1980s, when I constantly asked, “Where are all the drugs coming from?” I asked myself that night whether it was possible for such a vast amount of drugs to be smuggled into any district under the noses of the community leaders, police, sheriff’s department, FBI, DEA and other law enforcement agencies.
I decided to investigate the allegations. I met with Ricky Ross, Alan Fenster, Mike Ruppert, Celerino Castillo, Jerry Guzetta, and visited the L.A. Sheriff’s Department. My investigation took me to Nicaragua where I interviewed Enrique Miranda Jaime in prison, and I met with the head of Sandinista intelligence Tomas Borge. I had the opportunity to question Contra leaders Adolfo Calero and Eden Pastora in a Senate investigative hearing, which was meant to be perfunctory, until I arrived to ask questions based on the vast knowledge I had gathered in my investigation.
I forced Calero to admit he had a relationship with the CIA through the United States Embassy, where he directed US AID funds to community groups and organizations.
The time I spent investigating the allegations of the “Dark Alliance” series led me to the undeniable conclusion that the CIA, DEA, DIA, and FBI knew about drug trafficking in South Central Los Angeles. They were either part of the trafficking or turned a blind eye to it, in an effort to fund the Contra war. I am convinced that drug money played an important role in the Contra war and that drug money was used by both sides.
The saddest part of these revelations is the wrecked lives and lost possibilities of so many people who got caught up in selling drugs, went to prison, ended up addicted, dead, or walking zombies from drugs.
It may take time, but I am convinced that history is going to record that Gary Webb wrote the truth. The establishment refused to give Gary Webb the credit that he deserved.
They teamed up in an effort to destroy the story—and very nearly succeeded.
There are a few of us who congratulate Gary for his honesty and courage. We will not let this story end until the naysayers and opponents are forced to apologize for their reckless and irresponsible attacks on Gary Webb.
The editors of the San Jose Mercury News did not have the strength to withstand the attacks, so they abandoned Gary Webb, despite their knowledge that Gary was working on further documentation to substantiate the allegations of the series.
This book completely and absolutely confirms Gary Webb’s devastating series. This book is the final chapter on this sordid tale and brings to light one of the worst official abuses in our nation’s history. We all owe Gary Webb a debt of gratitude for his brave work.
–CONGRESSWOMAN MAXINE WATERS, Prelude from The Dark Alliance, The CIA, the Contras, and the Crack Cocaine Explosion